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2008-03-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

what the fuck . my brain cells are full 0f craps that happen recently .. i think t0m0rr0w's bi0l0gy test g0ing fail le . seri0usly , t00 many bullshits are happening f0r a reas0n still unkn0wn . feel like ending my life .. i'm t00 stressed up . if 0ne day i'm g0ne , please d0n't miss me 0kays ? whatever i'm studying n0w d0es n0t get int0 my brain cells n0r butt cells . what sai lai de ? fuck 0ff please .

2008-03-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

i have changed my bl0gskin .. 0kay mahs ? sian , t0m0rr0w g0 bishan h0me . want t0 bring f00d picnic 0n the bus but d0n't kn0w luhs . i want sit with khalis t0m0rr0w lahhhh ~ please . if he d0n't want then suan liao .

anything y0u want .

= C .

2008-03-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

what happened ? what really happened ? what happened t0 0ur friendship ? did it just ended 0ne week ag0 0r it just ended l0ng ag0 ? tw0 m0nth plus 0f friendship , with j0y && laughter .. it's hard t0 let g0 . remembering the times we had t0gether was great , having t0 have drink y0ur teh-tarik && all th0se laughing f0r n0thing . thanks f0r th0se mem0ries . but what n0w ? y0u treat me as if y0u d0n't kn0w me at all . h0w w0uld i feel ? it was fun being an idi0t waiting f0r y0u .. alth0ught i'm an idi0t , i'm fine with it . maybe i'm sensitive 0r even jeal0us t00 easily . i d0n't want t0 let g0 0f this friendship n0w .. really . i really d0n't kn0w what i have d0ne t0 deserve this . if y0u " ign0red ' me because 0f my result then i'm really s0rry . i didn't mean t0 sc0re well either .. it was n0t my ch0ice . if i did s0mething wr0ng please tell me i beg y0u lahs . if i'm t00 flirt , i will n0t flirt anym0re . if i act cute 0r act chi0 0r whatever , i will change . if i n0isy 0r irritating , i will shut up . if i sc0red t00 well , maybe i sh0uld n0t study anym0re . whatever .. i hate my life . wh0 kn0ws if 0ther pe0ple backstab me && caused all these tradegies . argh . i hate it . treat me better will y0u ? i will n0t let g0 . y0u 0nce made me l0ve sch00l s0 much that i even wished there was sch00l0n saturday && sunday als0 .. but n0w y0u make me hate sch00l s0 much i d0n't even want t0 c0me . please , make me l0ve sch00l again will ya ?

= ( .

2008-03-22T03:16:00.000-07:00

hais . whenever i think 0f it , it saddens me . ever since sch00l re-0pened after the march h0lidays , y0u became c0lder & c0lder t0wards me as each miserable day passed . we were still alright during the march h0lidays , when i had fun playing d0nkey with y0u && the rest . but what happened after the h0lidays ? i really d0n't kn0w what happened luhs .. i just wished it didn't happen alright ? it seemed like everything changed . maybe y0u were cl0ser t0 s0me 0ther pe0ple in class n0w . i admit i am a bit jealous 0f that , 0kay whatever . but that doesn't means being treated like this please .. = ( . even when we were sitted t0gether , we didn't even speak t0 each 0ther . n0t even 0ne single w0rd y0u kn0w .. i didn't dared talk t0 y0u . 0kay , maybe y0u were sick that time s0 i didn't want t0 disturb y0u . please , at least talk t0 me even if y0u d0n't appreciate my kindness t0 y0u 0r treasure 0ur friendship . maybe it was becuase 0f my results 0r maybe i did s0mething wr0ng ? if i did s0mething then i'm s0rry , if i did s0mething wr0ng .. s0 wr0ng that y0u d0n't want t0 talk t0 me , i have n0thing t0 say t0 y0u anym0re . after all this feeling fr0m the b0tt0n 0f my heart , it's up t0 y0u t0 decide 0n y0ur attitude t0wards me . but f0r y0ur inf0mati0n , i w0n't let g0 0f y0u . n0t n0w , n0t in the future . i will fight f0r what sh0uld be mine rightfully .

= I .

2008-03-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

s0rry pe0ple , i t00 fucking damn tired t0 bl0g . anyway i'm intending t0 let my bl0g r0t .. stinks 0r whatever . i d0n't freaking care .

happy birthday jiamei jie !

= T .

2008-03-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

i d0n't want this 0utc0me .. please . can we be the same as when we first talked ? i really breaks my heart . we seld0m talk .. especially t0day .

= C .

2008-03-19T02:51:00.001-07:00

let my bl0g r0t bahhhhs !

= ( .

2008-03-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

s0rry if i ran really sl0w just n0w .. s0rry ! i d0n't kn0w what's g0tten int0 me these few days , i'm very bad tempered && sensitive . i feel very fucked up .. i d0n't kn0w why . maybe because 0f d0n't kn0w what stress 0r what sai . i h0pe everything st0ps .

= ( .

2008-03-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

sch00l re-0pened ! back t0 sch00ling days . missed l0ads 0f pe0ple ! ahahaha . didn't meet wifey t0day .. s0 went t0 sch00l by myself .. 0n the bus saw ba0bei . s0 walked t0 sch00l t0gether .. blahs . went t0 find wifey .. hahaha . i d0n't kn0w what shamirah && farrah talking .. hahaha . wifey was irritated by shamirah && my baby-ish laugh . sian , first peri0d physics practical .. i d0n't like the experiment . my gradient very huge && the y-intercept is at o . pr0bably wr0ng de me because my physics like kanna sai . then had m0ther t0ngue .. wr0te si han i think . then recess high high le . i kn0w i g0t a l0t 0f la0g0ngs , hahaha .. l0l ! i g0t f0ur s0 take y0ur time t0 guess wh0 they are ! x D . then had e maths , learned perfect square which is kind 0f b0ring . then had english less0n . laughed a l0t until thr0at a bit pain thanks t0 tansir && khalis . khalis very cute seh , hahaha . 0ur gr0up were always laughing f0r d0n't kn0w what thing ders .. hahaha , thanks t0 the pe0ple wh0 keep making us laugh . during lcd less0n , went t0 the c0mputer lab f0r the banner && cheer thingy . played with the sl0pe with my la0g0ng . hahaha .. s0 fun ! 0ur gr0up never think 0f cheer because s0me pe0ple were d0ing physics which i f0ll0wed t00 , && all talking craps . hahaha . after we were released , khalis t0ld jingxiang t0 sh00t in the basketball fr0m the sec0nd fl00r then blah blah blahs . s0 i tried t00s , 1st try 0ver then 2nd try ch0p in seh ! * w00ts * thank baby piglet f0r thr0wing the ball upstairs f0r mama . hahaha , then went h0me al0ne . x D .

= 0 .

2008-03-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

0h g0sh ! i'm left with english 0nly . stupid english 0ral d0ng d0ng . must faster finish .

i miss sch00l ! = D .

= C .

2008-03-15T22:44:00.000-07:00

damn luhs .. tmr g0ing sch00l le then h0mew0rk haven't finish yets . still need write script f0r the english 0ral .. kns sehs . why must h0liday when teachers give s0 many h0mew0rk ? like this , i rather n0t have h0liday . at least n0t s0 much h0mew0rk && can see every0ne . hais .. h0pe t0day n0 need burn midnight 0il d0ing all th0se craps . craps like h0mew0rk are all bullshits .

= ( .

2008-03-15T04:59:00.001-07:00

think i'm g0ing t0 be sick .. = ( .

= C .

2008-03-13T19:16:00.000-07:00

hais . still left many h0mew0rk all und0ne . can i finish it by sch00l re-0pen ?

ihy .

= ) .

2008-03-13T04:34:00.000-07:00

had tuti0n in the m0rning .. did a bit 0f ge0graphy . it was kinda s0-s0 .. hahaha . e maths d0 le bek chek s0 never d0 le . then rained again . bl00dy hell luhs ! b0ys went t0 hall while we went t0 run . 12 r0unds that set . first set was s0-s0 . 0mg ! 2nd set all passed . i last pers0n , the timing just nice sia .. phew ! 11:59 . heng arhs ! laughed babyish-ly t0day .. hahaha . wifey was quite irritated .. s0rry ! blah blah blahs , need d0 h0mew0rk .

= D .

bitches , st0p flirting bef0re y0u get it fr0m me . bunch 0f lipids !

happy after seeing s0mething .. = D .

= T .

2008-03-12T04:00:00.001-07:00

t0day had remedial in sch00l f0r a maths . damn 912 bus sehs , i waited damn fucking l0ng until can sleep at the bus st0p de l0rs .. yesterday als0 same . t0day reached bus st0p at 7.2o like that then reached interchange at alm0st 8.oo . h0w is that p0ssible ? ? ? ? in the end , t00k same bus with ivy lee . hahaha , p00r thing . then 0n the bus later saw khalis && khalil . ahahaha , they th0ught the remedial was 8.3o . x D . th0ught they very rich take taxi de .. ^^ . hahahah , reached class mr chang haven't c0me yet . hahaha .. laughed quite much t0day . tansir did s0mething really c00l && funny with his calculat0r .. it's really funny .. oops , i laughed t00 l0ud i think . khalis was very funny when playing the card game . stupid khalis , purposely give me the d0nkey card .. s0 bad . had a great time playing the d0nke game . ahahaha , after that went h0me with my da g0ng zhu . = D .

awwww , my baby piglet de finger sw0llen .. s0 careless . tmr he cann0t train , s0 sad . he must g0 int0 sch00l team 0therwise i n0t xxxx . = D .

= I .

2008-03-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

tuti0n-ed in the m0rning but n0t really tuti0n luhs .. was m0re like d0ing h0mew0rk in sch00l . was difficult t0 c0ncentrate because there were n0ise here && there .. plus d0n't kn0w what shit . aiyahs , lazy p0st .

l00king f0rward t0 tmr's a maths remedial .. i miss every0ne ! especially my l0ved 0nes ! m0stly my prince && princesses . ahahaha , d0n't be jeal0us pe0ple .

= I .

2008-03-10T02:50:00.001-07:00

tmr need g0 sch00l f0r basketball tuti0n .. haiy0 ! need wake up early sehs ! arghhhh .

= I .

2008-03-09T01:20:00.000-08:00

tmr g0t friendly with sac agains .. hais . need wake up early then take bus f0r 1 h0ur g0 bed0k .. b0ring lahhhh ~
s0 many freaking h0mew0rk f0r every subject .. if like this i rather n0 h0liday better .

if i knew this w0uld happen , i w0uld never wanted it .

= T .

2008-03-08T01:34:00.000-08:00

had training t0day . c0ach were very angry with us t0day && went h0me . s0rry ! hahaha ! did experiment 0n tw0 pe0ple .. very funny . shall n0t name wh0 are they but the experiment was reallly hilari0us ! thanks edwin baby piglet f0r the biscuits .. mama l0ve ya manys x 33 . went h0me al0ne .. = ( .

h0liday like what shit .. g0t s0 many h0mew0rk .

= C .

2008-03-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

d0n't feel like bl0gging agains .. em0-ing agains . hais !

= C .

2008-03-06T04:39:00.000-08:00

t0 my baby piglet :

i d0n't care what 0thers think 0f y0u .. i 0nly care what i think . if y0u want t0 die , i will f0ll0w y0u de . like this y0u w0n't l0nely le . i d0n't want any 0ther s0ns .. i 0nly want y0u this er zi .. i d0n't want any0ne else . i kn0w i see y0u em0 i em0 als0 .. but i still want y0u . i really treat y0u as if y0u were my real s0n .. since i'm the 0nly 0ne wh0 cares ab0ut y0u , the m0re y0u cann0t die . learn t0 c0ntr0l y0ur anger , y0ur feelings && y0ur em0ti0ns . i understand y0u feel l0nely .. the feeling y0u get when pe0ple ign0re y0u . but still , y0u need t0 supress the feeling . if g0t anything can find y0ur mama , i will be there f0r y0u my baby . i will supp0rt y0u de .. d0n't w0rry ! anything just talk t0 me && please cheer up ! d0n't s0 em0 le .. y0u em0 i em0 , 0kays ? if y0u d0n't want me this mama .. that means y0u d0n't l0ve mama . just smile pleaseeee ~ = D . be the fun edwin i 0nce knew .. cans ? mama l0ve ya . <33 .

= T .

2008-03-05T00:15:00.000-08:00

t0day was the dumbest day 0f my life .. want kn0w whys ? d0n't tell ya , bleahs ! = p . em0-ed a bit t0day .. hahaha .

= C .

2008-03-04T02:59:00.000-08:00

khalis && khalil were great t0day . i'm such a n00b t0day with leg cramp .. stupid .

s0rry .. i have disgrace my class .

= o .

2008-03-03T03:11:00.000-08:00

0mg ! tmr de 4oom h0w ? if last h0w ? i d0n't want t0 thr0w my class's face .. i want t0 get first . but if i try my best le still get last 0r my leg pain 0r cramp , please d0n't blame me .

s0 g00d luck f0r all the pe0ple running tmr .. = D .

suddenly , i felt we weren't that cl0se as bef0re . i d0n't want this . i wish i c0uld g0 back in time .
jeal0usy really kills .

= D .

2008-03-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

had fun . met jie at cwp then went timez0ne 0utside find huimin && shamirah . we went in t0 find ryan && er zi . then huimin && shamirah played the basketball de . later me && jas went mini t00ns 0r s0mewhere while huimin && shamirah went s0mewhere else .. f0rg0t le . blah blah blahs , ryan && edwin came find us later at kiddy palace where we were s0000 childish . i want the tiggers ! ! ! ! awwww , any0ne buy f0r me all f0r my birthday present ? any0ne ? jkjk . = D . s0 cuteeee lahhhh ~ then f0rg0t g0 where walk walk le . went stadium , the track s0 l0ng ! ! ! ! haven't run until 0ne-quarter 0f the 4oom i tired lia0s .. s0 my 4oom is n0 h0pe le lahs . run run le then crap-ed with jas .. what talking us ? laugh here laugh there .. d0 funny things with 0ur t0wels .. hahaha . rest le then edwin && ryan very funny keep make me laugh till i d0n't dare drink water .. hahs ! s0me0ne kick s0ccer ball until hit s0me0ne's ball .. hahaha . kept talking ab0ut " balls " . s0rry shamirah i pangseh y0u t0day .. s0rry x 1ooo . then went t0 cwp .. t00k ne0prints . awwww , s0 cuteeee ~ had l0ads 0f fun with them && i l0ve them s0 much . x 33 s .

= C .

2008-03-01T20:44:00.000-08:00

wth ?! it's raining n0w . st0p pleaseeee ~ i wanna run .. i wanna run . alth0ugh i d0n't have any c0nfidence in getting t0p 3 in 4oom but i pr0mise i'll try my best .

later g0ing cwp with jie , x D .

h0pe i'll be fine .

= ( .

2008-03-01T04:15:00.000-08:00

tired tired . i don't wanna g0 sch00l .

= C .

2008-02-29T22:01:00.001-08:00

tired .

damn it .

= I .

2008-02-29T04:24:00.000-08:00

fucking tiring day s0 d0n't feel like p0sting .

0h ya , by the way .. thank y0u khalis f0r lending me the sh0es .. x D .

= C .

2008-02-28T04:22:00.000-08:00

i'm in a fucking bad m00d t0day . i d0n't feel like bl0gging . anyways , n0b0dy c0mes see my bl0g s0 i better delete it . wh0 cares ?

fuck 0ff .. i d0n't want t0 hate y0u . what d0 y0u want ?

= ) .

2008-02-27T03:54:00.000-08:00

happy birthday ryan nephew ! s0 xin fu g0t cake eat h0rs . happy 13th birthday s0 d0n't be childish le && d0n't bully my edwin !

t0day had mass run s0 actually me && jiazhen led but later muscles pain lazy run s0 i d0n't kn0w wh0 led . passed as usual , duh ! had a maths .. mr chang is backkkk ! w00h00s ! had p.e , tired lahhhhs ! had e maths then gave 'cher the g.w.s card , then talk talk talk ab0ut what car de then yays ! bell ring .. w00h00s ! had chemistry , d0n't kn0w why felt really sleepy . every0ne l00ked sleepy t00s ! hahaha , then chinese less0n vice-principal came see see then i think every0ne acted guai .. hahaha . she leave le then i super relax c0s i alm0st d0zed 0ff man . then had bi0l0gy .. had many laughters . khalis t00k s0 many sweets l0rs ! eat eat eat .

after sch00l had ge0g remedial then stayed t0 watch the s0ccer match . went h0me at 6+ , reached h0me at ab0ut 7+ .

jeal0usy kills .

= D .

2008-02-26T04:46:00.000-08:00

great day t0day . but happy c0nflict day every0ne ! l0l . english peri0d was fun . we did 0ur names like this :

mineeee ! ! ! ! x D .

my prince de .. x D .

my da g0ng zhu .. x D .

my er g0ng zhu .

khalis's de the neatest . all cute righs ? g0t g0lden cr0wn , 0ur friendship m0tt0 .. aiing ! t0day's chemistry was funny ! xia0bin said he didn't want t0 talk t0 me because 0f my chemistry results .. s0bs0b . but in the end he still did ! x D . s0rry lahhhh ~ . khalis said i chemistry && bi0l0gy expert but i n0t rights ? s0mem0re he's the physics expert . gave ch0c0lates t0 the usual pe0ple .. khalis ate it with cuteness .. 0mg ! then jade && tansir pass here pass there in the end gave my prince && my er g0ng zhu . hahaha .. lame right ? 0h ya , mr chang .. must get well s00n 0r i think i'm failing maths .. hahaha . did get well s00n card f0r mr chang . crapped manys there .. super funny !

had training .. n0w fucking tired .

hais . tmr still g0t mass run && p.e . please d0n't run 2.4km tmr .. 0mg !

= D .

2008-02-25T00:01:00.000-08:00

t0day was fine . waited at interchange f0r wifey because i didn't see her message until i checked it . lucky b0 late lehs ! scare me .. phews ! s0 went 2t1 there then saw my baby piglet there .. mustt be waiting f0r mummy . hahaha , talk talk talk . blah blah blahs , said byebye t0 him then sit d0wn . the w0rd '' bi0l0gy '' g0ne le s0 n0t very sure my seat .. x D . blah blah blahs , principal talked ab0ut aeshetics night .. blah blah blahs . went back class take physics practical b00k then went d0wn the lab . stupid experiments , always need draw graphs de . then had m0ther t0ngue .. n0 0ffence but it was kinda b0ring . was d0ing the physics de thingy .. = ) . recess b0red . walked pass 1n2 t0 find my baby piglet n0t there then g0 ask my nephew where he . went d0wn f&n r00m g0 peek peek f0r him .. hahaha . he l00k s0000 cuteeee wearing specs .. duhs , he's my baby . e maths teacher never c0me s0 happy then did s0me w0rk .. hahaha . khalis very funny ! x D . then jade && gel d0n't kn0w talking ab0ut what .. s0 secretive .. lll-_- . then had english .. t0day damn fun ! g0t small little mini debate .. was very hilar0us ! laughed until st0mach hurts .. hahaha . but very very very very hilar0us ! then lcd g0 the hall f0r d0n't kn0w what sai .. sibeh b0ring . khalis && khalil were super b0red .. like want t0 sleep like that . then khalil did s0mething funny which made me laughed f0r a while && n0t s0 b0red . hahaha .. x D .

after sch00l went t0 cwp with les partner , xueyun , && my tw0 " b0dyguards " - zixin && daryl . hahaha .. then went h0me . b0redddd .. waiting f0r baby piglet t0 0nline . g0 sleep first bahs . x D .

= ( .

2008-02-24T04:32:00.000-08:00

b0red agains .. still haven't finish c0mp0 . i'm stuck ! help s0me0ne ! awwww , n0w my baby piglet has went t0 sleep . first paragraph write le then second de stuck le .. the idea is n0t mine .. l0l !

i l0ve my baby piglet ! he t0tally r0cks ! x D .

= I .

2008-02-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

b0ring day f0r d0ing chinese c0mp0 man . haven't g0t any inspirati0n t0 write it yet .. g0sh ! i'm g0ing flunk it .. s0 it actually d0esn't matters . hais .. time flies . t0m0rr0w's m0nday already .. it's a bad && g00d thing .

= I .

2008-02-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

s0me0ne please give me inspiration 0r ideas f0r my chinese c0mp0 .. if n0t i'm g0ing t0 die man ! i g0t tw0 idea le but i d0n't want t0 write them . thanks f0r the idea .. but still , i need inspiration .

= C .

2008-02-22T20:18:00.000-08:00

br0ing day , still g0t chinese c0mp0 t0 d0 . n0 inspirati0n ! help ! ! ! !

= I .

2008-02-22T04:25:00.000-08:00

t0day met wifey at interchange blah blah blahs .. l0ng l0ng after reached sch00l , farrah c0mpared me && my er zi whether we l00k like siblings ? hahaha , i kept laughing . had english && s0cial studies test papers back && i l0st b0th t0 khalis .. hahaha . jade , d0n't be sad ab0ut the results . khalis always smell nice like g0t wear perfume 0r s0mething .. x D . b0ring day t0day .. hais .

had self-training , c0ach came . ran like mad d0gs , mad c0ws 0r mad bulls . c0uldn't g0 watch the b0ys play but i n the end they w0n . s0 they g0t their revenge ? l0l .

st0p here .. need d0 bl0g f0r edwin .

= C .

2008-02-21T06:22:00.001-08:00

f0und 0ut s0mething that is quite saddening .. hais . = ( .

= I .

2008-02-21T05:29:00.000-08:00

hmmps .. as usual met wifey at interchange && waited at vista park f0r erra then g0 in sch00l . talk talk talk , first peri0d english .. did that c0mprehensi0n which i d0n't like . had a maths && i think mr chang 0ut 0f pitch again , sibeh funny . then g0t back ge0g test .. kind 0f surprised i sc0red fine . recess was b0ring .. saw my er zi while g0ing t0 canteen . x D . blah blah blahs , then e maths f0ll0wed by physics . guess what ? i failed physics while khalis g0t highest in class . he was sh0cked && kept smiling .. because he th0ught it was me . then mr flavian gave him a reward which was m&m . khalis s0 g00d , give me that . thanks ! but after the peri0d ended , i returned it back t0 him because he deserved it . i was happy f0r him . = ) . went t0 bi0l0gy lab f0r practical .. was quite fun t0day . i had t0 sit with daryl .. he was very funny which made me laugh && thanks f0r helping me . but still , i miss gel ! ahahahaha . last peri0d had chemistry .. had test papers back . i was a bit disapp0inted because i didn't get my target .. but was still 0kay bahs . khalis failed ! 0mg . jade failed t00s ! 0mg . s0 sad .

after bell rang , teacher rushed 0ut . ate khalis's ch0calate .. hehehe . i greedy ate many .. hahaha . s0rry if ate t00 many .. s0rry s0rry .

had training . juztin was s0000 hilar0us lahs .. he s0 cute . me && teckliang very pei he .

end here .

= I .

2008-02-20T03:13:00.000-08:00

t0day m0rning met wifey , went sch00l taking 9o1 . reached sch00l talk talk talk .. f0rget le luhs . silent reading kept talking .. hahaha . then had mass run , shity shit . 3 r0unds l0rs n0w , 3rd r0und the there started t0 pain . then had a maths , mr chang kept zha0 siah .. very funny ! had p.e , played javelin .. is fun but just that i d0n't kn0w h0w thr0w . x D . recess ate s0mething as pr0mised t0 my er zi . eh , then had e maths after recess f0ll0wed by chemistry . awwww , teacher never c0me again ! did a bit 0f w0rkb00k but i made me dizzy s0 st0pped since n0b0dy was d0ing . hahaha , then khalis draw draw :

family p0rtrait ? ahahas .

weekee vs. khalis . x D .

shah ! ! ! ! 0MG ! x D .

abbeid0 ! x D .

gel vs. tansir . gel -> terr0rist #1 p0pchart . l0l ! x D .

khalil vs. jade . x D .

sibeh funny right ? draw me until like ppg bubbles .. as if i that cute .. hahaha ! after had m0ther t0ngue which was like talking peri0d ? we 3 princesses were talking n0n-st0p f0r 1 h0ur .. hahaha . bi0l0gy went thr0ugh test paper && had filing .

after sch00l had fl00rball . && guess what ? we draw again . o vs o . then 3t2 like n0t happy n0t happy like that keep sc0ld bad w0rds like fuck what . then i what lahs , s0rry every0ne . but seri0usly , it's n0thing much luhs .

st0p here .

s0rry jade , pangseh y0u .

= ( .

2008-02-19T04:29:00.000-08:00

t0day m0rning met with wifey then 0n the bus saw edwin .. xD . went sch00l talk talk with farrah they all , passed art materials t0 huimin . later edwin && ryan came , wanted start debate with edwin but i kept laughing like don't kn0w what .. hahaha . first peri0d bi0l0gy . hmmps , g0t back c0mm0n test . ehs , i didn't really study luhs .. i 0nly w0ke up 1 h0ur earlier than usual t0 study 0ne damn chapter . shall n0t reveal my results .. lucky khalil didn't catch up my marks , 1 m0re mark nia . khalis , d0n't sad .. try harder ! x D . then a maths f0ll0wed by m0ther t0ngue peri0d , s0rry teacher .. i kn0w i very n0isy . i n0 h0pe le lahs , next year sure die de . chemistry peri0d , teacher never c0me . s0 sad , n0 test papers . after recess was erms .. s0cial studies , had stati0n activity as usual .. was laughing m0st 0f the time . hahaha . physics teacher never c0me then need d0 mindmap , khalis d0 until s0 neat sia . english teacher didn't c0me either , s0 did a maths h0mew0rk && copied 0ther pe0ple's answer f0r the assignment . l0l , had assembly , c00l sh0w .

after sch00l had training .. n0w very tired .

i s0 fucking tired .

= I .

2008-02-18T00:23:00.000-08:00

t0day was fine . met wifey at interchange then went t0 take 9oo , as usual we b0th were very quiet 0n the bus .. hahaha . reached sch00l then sat d0wn at 2t1 there , laughing like d0n't kn0w what . then later my er zi came , like a bit pangseh him . wanted t0 debate in the m0rning but he lazy .. x D . s0rry arhs , pangseh y0u && thanks y0u pei-ing mummy yesterday night . what i great er zi i have .. = D . then at parade square there didn't read b00ks .. because it was like b0ring ? first peri0d was physics SPA .. stupid practical . && s0rry if i n0isy 0r whats0ever . shity experiment like very what .. but anyhow d0 the paper . then m0ther t0ngue , aiyahs .. my m0ther t0ngue n0 h0pe . many w0rds were s0 chim && i d0n't really understand .. hais , n0 h0pe le . recess tried t0 eat s0mething because i pr0mised edwin i will eat a bit . after recess was e maths then was very b0ring .. english i went t0 sit beside khalis . then need d0 c0mprehensi0n , kept laughing like sia0 . tansir als0 keep make me laugh .. d0n't kn0w their language . many lame things then laugh laugh laugh .. laugh until a bit tired .. hahaha . then g0t lcd , went t0 library && g0t back d0uble maths c0mm0n test paper . was a bit disapp0inted .. didn't get up t0 expectati0n . hais .. shah s0 clever , a maths g0t full marks .. s0mem0re i sit beside him de . xD . i became stupid . after that g0t d0 reflecti0n then le0nard very funny , pu b0r is p00h's wife .. then at there laugh laugh laugh . he made fun 0f jingxiang && junle0ng name && was very hilar0us .

after sch00l had fl00rball .. hais . didn't win 0r didn't l0se . sc0re : 0 vs. 0

end .

i'm sick 0f all this .. please st0p it .

= I .

2008-02-17T03:11:00.000-08:00

d0n't kn0w why this few days like bad m00d de .. s0rry ! n0thing t0 p0st .

i'm angry ~

= C .

2008-02-16T03:25:00.000-08:00

b0redddd lahhhhs ! still in kind 0f a bad m00d .. s0 byebye .

= ( .

2008-02-15T22:57:00.000-08:00

fucking day 0f the fucking week . damn , s0rry ! n0t p0sting .. = ( .

= I .

2008-02-15T04:34:00.000-08:00

s0rry er zi , y0ur ph0ne kanna confiscate because 0f me . s0rry x 1ooo .

= I .

2008-02-15T02:23:00.000-08:00

0h yeahs .. f0und my bi0l0gy w0rkb00k le .. thanks jie fu . thank y0u x 1ooo . lucky .. khalis first thing c0me then asked me g0t back my w0rkb00k n0ts , i feel bad . s0rry ! bi0l0gy think g0ing fail de lahs .. chinese c0mm0n test just pass .. kanna sai .

s0cial studies me && yuxuan sh0uted n0 yes n0 yes then teacher t0ld us t0 gr0w up .. x D . in class damn funny .. gaby keep make me laugh . he g0 carry shumin's bag then make sh0rt sh0rt like najib that kind 0f bag then he sat with it .. then mrs tan d0n't kn0w say what parachute , i behind there kept laughing .. hahaha . damn funny .. then laugh laugh laugh st0mach hurts . = D . physics de even m0re funny c0s le0nard t00k marissa's rubberband then gaby t00k it && i t0ld me tie his hair then he tied . s0 funny .. then teacher l00ked at him . hahaha , damn funny .

training nice . did sh00ting .. then played match . purp0sely l0se de .. * w00ts * . s0mething happened && can't say but it was damn sweet seh . i'm jeal0us .. but that's h0t ! played with a metal thingy .. which was like childish . so when dr0p it , must sh0ut " 0uch ! " .. f0r fun luhs .

st0p here . X D .

h0pe all sweet sweet c0uples last l0ng .

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY !
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAIRMAN 0F 3E1'o8 !

thank y0u aar0n the the ch0c0late heart .

= C .

2008-02-14T04:33:00.000-08:00

* w00ts * w0n fl00rball t0day alth0ugh khalis sc0red all .. hahaha .

fuck man . i l0st my bi0l0gy w0rkb00k . s0me0ne please return me it tmr .. 0h my .

happy valentine day ! t0day sucks .. s0 bad luck s0mem0re n0 date && still l0st my w0rkb00k . **** .

= I .

2008-02-13T00:12:00.000-08:00

hais .. t0day de physics && ge0graphy de test . yesterday night was like an idi0t sms-ing pe0ple asking them study what chapter .. hahaha . h0pe can get at least b bahs .. hahaha . hmmps .. t0m0rr0w is valentine day && i still n0 date .. hahaha ! wh0 want date me 0ut ? n0 lah , joking 0nly . t0m0rr0w n0 valentine day's present .. awwww ! s0 sad .. hahaha . s0me0ne didn't want give me valentine present l0rs .. s0 bad .

= C .

2008-02-12T04:29:00.000-08:00

bad m00d n0w .. hais . s0rry f0r l0sing fl00rball .. all my fault . see , we cann0t win with0ut khalil . must get well by thurs .. hahaha .

my er zi s0 g00d sleep early s0 that t0m0rr0w can c0me sch00l early acc0mpany mummy .
= D .

thank y0u wifey f0r giving me the tigger keychain .. valentine day de present .. hahaha . && thank y0u acc0mpany take 9o1 . = D .

= I .

2008-02-11T04:11:00.000-08:00

t0day had english && s0cial studies c0mm0n test .. it sucks man . english last minute see see , think will pass but n0t with flying c0l0urs . hais , then the s0cial studies like shit , study s0 hard in the end write s0 little .. 0ther pe0ple write s0 l0ng . hais .. t0m0rr0w g0t m0ther t0ngue && chemistry . h0pe m0ther t0ngue can get a1 && chemistry als0 . my chemistry g0t high expectations de .. since cann0t be maths expert then let me be chemistry expert bahs . hahaha ! later gave ch0c0lates , gave khalis then he give me sweet s0 g00d . but the sweet a bit sweet , khalis's sweet t00s . ahahs ! b0th khalis && khalil sick .. s0 sad . the relief teacher very what l0rs .. hahaha . after sch00l went h0me with jie && jie fu .. hahahah .

chatted with er zi && y0u are n0t dumb 0kays ? it is whether y0u lazy 0r n0ts .. just jiay0us 0kays ?

t0m0rr0w g0t fl00rball agains , 0MG ! everytime tues && thurs de then jade cann0t c0me left me && aryna 0nly girl then i 0nly chinese . s0 sad right ? we cann0t l0se t0 3e4 0kays ? we l0st 1 , win 1 && draw 1 le .. s0 t0m0rr0w de must win 0kays ? jiay0us .. we cann0t l0se de .

get well s00n khalis && khalil . d0n't sick le .

= I .

2008-02-09T23:44:00.000-08:00

t0day sucks like any 0ther day .. hais . t0m0rr0w m0nday lers , g0t english && s0cial stuides test .. 0mfg . i'm g0nna fail f0r the first time this year .. hahaha . yays ! t0m0rr0w can see my edwin ba0bei er zi lers , w00h00 !

i miss many pe0ple man !
i miss my jasmine jie .
i miss my jiazhen mei .
i miss my mama .
i miss my farrah wifey .
i miss my huimin nu'er .
i miss my ba0bei er zi .
i miss my shamirah .
i miss my erra .
i miss my j0sephine niece .
i miss my hidayah .
i miss my jade .
i miss my tansir .
i miss my khalis .
i miss my khalil .
i miss my samantha niece .
i miss my yuxuan ba0bei .
i miss my gel stead .
&& lazy write lers .. hahaha . s0rry if i never write y0ur name , d0n't jeal0us !

= ( .

2008-02-09T02:10:00.000-08:00

b0rinq day at h0me studyinq && it's makinq me qiddy man . 0h q0d , this is s0 stress .

= C .

2008-02-07T23:00:00.000-08:00

imu .

= I .

2008-02-07T18:47:00.000-08:00

b0ring day .. hais .

= I .

2008-02-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

g0sh man , c0mm0n test is just 0n m0nday && i haven't read a shit yet .. hais . still g0t the s0cial studies thingy t0 d0 .. stupid ! can't after c0mm0n test then give .. haiy0 ! kind 0f stress but at least n0t s0 stress as last year . i try n0t t0 give t00 much stress t0 myself 0r i will end up like last year .. hais . will jiay0us f0r my maths de .. && g0d , please let me pass my chinese with flying col0urs .

h0pe y0u are n0t stressed .

= I .

2008-02-05T20:52:00.000-08:00

t0day went sch00l with nu'er , shamirah && my dear wifey . hahaha , quite n0isy 0n the bus . 0utside backgate there saw jasmine && jiazhen s0 waited then went in as a gang .. hahaha . jasmine wanted t0 find ryan but then he haven't c0me && my ba0bei er zi never c0me .. awwww ! i t0tally miss him man .. nevermind , i'll see him in ab0ut 5 days like that .. l0ng seh . then class left 7 girls all b0ys seh , i 0dd de .. hahaha . then i asked khalis sit with me .. hehehe . n0 silent reading l0rs , then i bring newspaper c0me .. haiy0 ! then went t0 classr00m && went t0 wifey's class 0utside .. then g0t sweet , hehehes . when g0 hall the c0ncert super b0ring .. lucky g0t adam && irfaan laugh with me .. hahaha . alth0ught i d0n't kn0w what i talking lahhhh . when get up that time leg very tired .. hahaha . went h0me with j0j0 , erra , shamirah , yaya && wifey . 0n the bus very funny , hahaha .

end here . happy chinese new year !

i miss him !

i miss my ba0bei er zi

= I .

2008-02-05T04:44:00.000-08:00

s0rry khalis . angry with y0u then give y0u attitude .. i didn't mean it . s0rry x 1ooo .. i feel very bad && guilty .

after sch00l had fl00rball , at first didn't want t0 g0 de then can't bear t0 s0 still g0 . t0day vs 3n1 && we draw seh . first quarter we didn't sc0re man then i was like very scared because i didn't want t0 l0se . then khalil sc0red .. w00 ! then khalis t0ld me need 1 m0re ball because 1 vs 2 le then wh0 kn0ws man i sc0red .. like i d0n't kn0w h0w i sc0red . high-fived khalis && khalil .. w00h00 ! but als0 my fault never win .. hais .

training did f0ur angles then d0 until very sian .. then later d0 the 15min 35o balls but we 346 c0ach let us drink water .. played match , l0st t0 yuwei's team seh . s0 fast l0rs .. then later c with sec 1 . the gentleman n0t gentleman le .. awwww ! my ba0bei er zi sc0red man .. w00h00 !

then went h0me with triplets , s0rry my wifey never g0 h0me with y0u .. = ( . i gave my ba0bei er zi ang ba0 m0ney .. hahaha .. $2 nia ! he very guai .. he t0m0rr0w maybe n0t c0ming sch00l , awwww ! i will miss him de ! i carried his bag then i asked him carry my sh0e bag && b00ks .. s0rry h0rs , my b00ks damn heavy . but he still very guai lahhhh .. take back his 0wn bag kn0wing i can't make it .. hahaha , jkjk .

end here .

ba0bei er zi , mummy will miss y0u !

= ( .

2008-02-04T01:17:00.000-08:00

stupid seh , my a maths sc0red until like shit . where did my confidence went t0 ? i want it back right n0w .. hais . feel s0 what .. hais . d0n't feel like c0ming sch00l t0m0rr0w since n0b0dy cares whether i c0me f0r fl00rball n0ts . khalis still call me d0n't c0me .. t0m0rr0w fl00rball disqualified then y0u kn0w arhs .

yays ! t0m0rr0w g0t training , i miss my s0n like hell man ! i l00king f0rward t0 hearing him call me mummy .. = D .

i held back my tears f0r y0ur sake .

= I .

2008-02-03T01:27:00.000-08:00

hais . t0m0rr0w g0t e.maths revisi0n test 0r s0 called " re-test " . h0pe will sc0re well f0r b0th maths test .. = D . tuesday g0t fl00rball ! ! ! ! must win .. jiay0us !

where did my smile went t0 ?

= D .

2008-02-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

had training t0day in sch00l .. i g0t a s0n && nephew . w00h00 ! hahaha .

thanks c0ach f0r the ch0c0lates && l0llip0p .. = p .

everything had changed . . . .

x D .

2008-01-31T04:34:00.000-08:00

t0day g0t a.maths test , hais .. must get my expected grade 0r i'm h0peless . the B b0ys w0n .. w00h00 . then after sch00l g0t inter-class fl00rball , i 0nly chinese then very sian . khalil s0 superb seh .. sc0red 2 .. && i sc0red 1 . damn happy cans ? th0ugh i was s0 stupid .. d0n't even kn0w h0w t0 pass the ball . i stepped on the ball then dented .. hahaha . training g0t play match then g0t 1 b0y sec 1 de very gentleman ! ! ! ! 0mg .... s0 gentleman nehs , my wifey fell d0wn then he 0ffered t0 help her . he's quite g00d .. = D .

h0pe will pass physics && chemistry test with flying c0l0urs t0m0rr0w .

= C .

2008-01-30T00:09:00.000-08:00

hais .. e maths test just pass .. what the hell l0rs .. hais . n0thing t0 bl0g lers .. i will 0nline less times le . s0 d0n't miss me && my bl0g als0 s0 quiet de .. hais .

= c .

2008-01-27T04:41:00.000-08:00

hais .. t0m0rr0w g0t e.maths test .. h0pe it will be easy bahs . tues g0t physics test && thurs g0t chem test .. hais .. g00d luck t0 me .

* gambahteh *

i wished ..

= ( .

2008-01-25T19:55:00.001-08:00

yesterday watched the b b0ys vs. anders0n . hais .. the referee very what de . g0t pe0ple pull ah g0ng's jersey until s0 0bvi0us then the referee s0 dumb never see .. = c . hais .. must jiay0us w0rs .

= I .

2008-01-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

t0day met wifey at interchange && went sch00l t0gether .. = p . blahblahblahs .. running 4oom && girls relay . i 0n that day sure cry de .. it's either tears of j0y 0r tears 0f sadness . hais .. after training went h0me with farrah , shamirah && erra .. very fun .

= I

2008-01-23T02:39:00.000-08:00

22.o1.o8

erms .. can't really remember what happened but will bl0g vividly . met wifey at interchange then went t0 sch00l .. = D . i'll bl0g ab0ut training .. when want g0 h0me then marvin saw a bird dr0p fr0m sky 0r s0mething .. l0ls . it was c0l0urful man , such a pity f0r it t0 die just like that .. awwww ! my dear wifey was brave ( i'm pr0ud 0f her ) t0 pick up the bird . LATER SCH00L G0T BIRD FLU H0RS ! buried it , h0pe it's in heaven n0w . = D .

23.o1.o8

met wifey at interchange then went sch00l . after sch00l g0t remedial .. * yawns * . khalis , khalil && cutie tansir went f0r s0ccer training . = D . they sure missed the difficult part .. hahs .

= I .

2008-01-21T05:37:00.000-08:00

met wifey at interchange then went sch00l .. hahaha .. a bit sian luhs c0s never meet shamirah . t0day was fine just that a bit n0isy .. s0rry t0 th0se pe0ple i disturbed . = ( . thank y0u jie's father f0r sending me t0 912 bus st0p .

= D .

2008-01-19T21:27:00.001-08:00

deleted the bl0g but made again s0 it sucks lahhhh . thank y0u sufiyan f0r telling me j0kes yeserday .. s0 lame but i l0ve it . i want learn h0w t0 laugh like his br0therrrr ! ! ! ! s0 damn funny .. sian luhs , t0m0rr0w m0nday agains . s0 tired cans ? my finger hurts && it's quite pain . h0pe it will be well t0m0rr0w .

h0w i wished it wasn't this stress .